And I hate posting such negative stuff because I don’t wanna come off as this emotional immature little girl. This past week has been so hard and as positive as I tried to be it all went to hell. Could barely make it to work all week from how tired and achey my body felt. Get my paycheck friday and its super shitty because pretty much all of it went to rent, my phone bill, and much needed groceries. Then went to target and saw the coziest clothes that I could not afford at the moment, they were cheap but I just did not have the money. Well tried to keep positive telling myself how fun this weekend was gonna be…WRONG-O. Yesterday, last night, got all dressed up to meet up with some friends downtown. Well all done up in my indian costume, show up there and it I can’t get in cause its only 21 and up. Even tho online it said 18 and up. Nothing else was open at that time so instead of doing nothing for hours downtown, me and my bf just said fuck this noise and went home. As silly and immature as this sounds I cried and cried and cried. Tried not to infront of my bf but unlike my ex he actually comforted me as much as he could. I know its immature but last year my halloween was ruined because my so called bestfriend bailed on me for her boyfriend at the time and I had gotten all done up in my costume for nothing. I know today is halloween but I have nothing planned. Was gonna take my sister trick or treating but my mom wont speak to me, so that might not happen. And there is no way I’m wearing that skimpy little costume to my bf’s moms neighborhood. Might be a little innapropriate. Tried to chin up and watch some scary movies and make some yummy food. Finally went to bed around 2am, I was so tired but my mind wouldn’t stop. I don’t know when I finally fell asleep but by 6am I was awake and super thirsty. Went and got some water, got back and bed and my mind was racing again. So here I am now, in the living room, watching 13 Scarier movie moments and wondering if something good might come up tonight. I’m so sleepy but my mind just keeps going and going. uggh. k I’m done.
UGH I hate bills. Paid a couple today plus grocery shopping and I’m broke! Went to Target and saw this big thick comfy cardigan but I did not have the money for it :/ Tomorrow I’m going to see my bf play some paintball and then we’re going downtown for the night to celebrate Halloween. Sorta disapointed that we have to celebrate it tomorrow and not the day of Halloween. I have a feeling the government is trying to get people to keep from celebrating it Sunday. It’s retarded. People better open their doors sunday night when I take my little sister trick-o-treating.
K the past couple of days have been huge huge busts!! And work as been pointless…well not really pointless cause I’m still getting paid. It’s just been so slow, I don’t even know why I showed up wednesday. Today tho I am going to Halloween Horror Nights with my boyfriend and some friends. Then tomorrow to Paintball World Cup with my boyfriend. I am so excited for next weekend. Halloween and LIGHTS live at Backbooth November 2nd. Finallyyyyy got my damn ticket. I thought it woulda never came in the mail if I woulda ordered it, but I was able to find a place here in orlando that sells tickets for that event. STOKED. p.s. went to Forever21 the other day and realized how badly I need new clothes :P
Been a lil busy lately. Went shopping this weekend for my halloween costume. I’m gonna be a Tribal Princess or lol. I was an indian 2 years ago but I had made my own costume. This year I bought mine its a lil sexier than my last one lol. Bought Molly a costume aswell. A purple dragon :D she is not very pleased. Today went to the store and bought some new jeans from forever21 and a hoodie. Ate chinese for dinner, and cuddled with my lovey. I’m excited to see the outcome of his costume. He’s gonna be Buckethead. Still need to buy my LIGHTS tickets this week and my halloween horror nights ticket for this friday. Was gonna go out tonight but my friends car broke. Oh well, kinda wanted to stay in anyways.
Eff the 30 day thing. I can’t keep up with it :P Just woke up from a 4 hour nap. Been sleeping since 8pm. Woke up to everyone else in the house sleeping. Even molly. I’d wake up my boyfriend but poor baby is very sick. Feel bad, almost feel like I got him sick. Extremely bored, so I’m gonna eat cocoa crispies and watch Bad girls club. Possibly play some zelda twilight princess. The past couple of days have been pretty chill. Thursday night went to ibar with some friends, I guess I had sort of a good time, towards the end of the night I felt kinda sick and just drained. Friday spent the whole day at home napping and watching movies. Today my mom brought my sister and my other dog chester over to play with molly. Unfortunately they did not get along. I had to keep on breaking up fights. Guess Chester is just too old to play like molly does. Had my hopes up on being able to bring him over more often but not anymore. He was just too nervous and anxious being out of his own terriff. Oh well :( Afterwards ate the rest of my publix sub and fell asleep. Feel like I’m getting sick now too :/ Work a 12 tomorrow at six, woopie :P
The past 3 days have been amazing with my two favorite people ever. I’ve barely slept a full 8 hours tho since last monday night, every night now has just been 4 or 5 hours, no bueno. Ibar thursday night, Dragon room friday night, got VIP even tho it was quite boring and full of douchy guys. And then today went to the Gun show with my baby, ate some smokey bones, ran around party city like children, and went to the puppy store. I wish every weekend of mine was like this :)