January 2011
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Yesterdays trip to the zoo was soo much fun!! Although we didn’t see many animals, it was nice to get out of the house, spend time with my family and boyfriend, and just take my mind off of all the job injury bullshit that I’ve been dealing with. Came home, took a nice little nap, after, munched on snacks and watched Cake Boss with my wonderful boyfriend. My roomate told me...
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So I guess things are kinda looking up. Been looking for jobs for the past few days and one was actually hiring, one that I would LOVE to work act. I filled out an application and resume right away and brought it to them, hope to god they call me back and atleast give me an interview. As for my current job, Ill probably just milk the workmens comp and then quit. I truly can’t go back to what...
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Yesterday night I went to a family friend of my bf’s. She is a massage therapist. She was lovely to be around and did ease alot of my back pain. It finally hit me yesterday that I may in the next week become sorta homeless. I don’t think there is any room at my parents house so I’m not sure what I’m gonna do. I’m not sure what I’m gonna tell my renter when I end...
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Drinking some chamomile and mint tea while trying not to think of all the stress of this week. I’ve probably fucked my back for life and possibly have to do physical therapy. So sick of having to take pain pills and putting hot and cold pads on my back. Gonna go see someone tomorrow who can possibly make me feel better. My job won’t give me light duty which is making me so close to...
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Still in pain today. Managed to finally go grocery shopping. I should be good with food for the next 2 weeks. Ate at Outback, it was delicious. Fell asleep at midnight, woke up at 2am with the worst pain. Took a muscle relaxer, made some chamomile and mint tea and listened to Lykke Li’s last album ‘youth novels’. Feeling pretty relaxed right now. Tomorrow going with my bf to look...
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My back is seriously killing me and none of these pain pills are helping. All they do is make me super drowsy, dizzy and even gives me headaches, almost like a hangover feeling. Spent the whole day at my moms house. I used to be so desperate to move out of there, but nowadays when I come over, I feel so relaxed and at home. Next saturday me, my parents and my siblings will be going to the Brevard...
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So decided to check into the ER today being that the pain in my back was unbearable. Got some pain meds and due for an MRI in a week. I’m hoping everything turns out ok. I obviously can’t work in transportation anymore, they have no light duty and its just gotten to be too much for my body to handle. Gonna start looking for a new job this week. Something not as physical as what...
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Let's makeout, have sex, cuddle and have a deep...
love this, what my weekends consists of when I’m with my bf
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oni09:
Friendships are like backyard gardens. We plan to tend to them, but happen to always put it off till next week.
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I think that this has been the most stressful day of…well of wouldn’t say my life…but honestly I have not been this stress in a while. Went to the doctor do to some weird shit my body’s been doin to me. My blood pressure was sky high, I think it was because of the unbearable caffeine headache I had. Got like 4 tubes of blood taken out, then told that I should possibly see a...
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Flyleaf - Okay
I won’t be satisfied with...
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Sup 2011
I hope your not as shitty as the year before. Although I made lots of changes to my life, ended relationships, started new ones, met lots of amazing people. It was still a year full of money issues, anxiety, illnesses, and stress. I’m hoping to god this year won’t be that way. I hope this year I make better changes to my life including possibly saving money and moving, finding a new...
Apocalyptica - Broken Pieces feat Lacey Mosley of...