Been up since ten from a phone call from my manager asking me to come in, but sick and all I’ve been working since Saturday. I was honest and told her I really do not feel ok to work that I’m still sick. She was understanding and ok with it, so it’s all good. I didn’t sleep too well, kept waking up with a super dry and soar throat, I guess from breathing through my mouth all night. I had strange dreams and I remember a Fleet Foxes song being in one of them. I’m obsessed with Robin’s voice lately, and his face, I think I’m starting to have a thing for skinny bearded men >.< I’m still sleepy even after two cups of coffee so I think I’ll nap.
Last night I came home to a christmas tree my boyfriends mom had brought us from North Carolina, it was exciting plus cold outside. Molly barked at it for a good while thinking it was some kinda creature or something alive haha. It smells so wonderful too! Also had some Chipotle for dinner which topped my night. LOVE Chipotle. This morning I then woke up (after the phone call) to my boyfriend bringing a tree stand from work and some ornaments his mom gave him.
Also been looking at the American Apparel site and I think if I could model for anyone I’d model for them. Yum!
A day where I can turn my phone off and just hide in my bedroom all day and not deal with anyone or any thing. I’m exhausted, and sick again. Thought I could stay home and rest today on my day off but looks like I have to go into work soon to help them close since there’s been so many call outs and others on vacay. And then I’m back to work tomorrow at 9am. When do I get my damn vacation :/
Couldn’t even go to work and we were having a huge black Friday sale. So I felt like the biggest douche calling in. But from what I heard they were surprisingly slow. Been on the living room recliner all day watching Wicked Attractions on Netflix. Some of the stories have truly disturbed me for life :( On a lighter note, boyfriend went grocery shopping and brought me more medicine and a cuban sandwhich. He keeps coughing alot so I’m really scared he might be getting sick, I’m gonna feel like an asshole if he does man :/
It’s still crazy to me that not even a year ago you were walking, talking, laughing, and almost still being as independent as you’ve always been. And now you’ve lost function to everything in your body and these machines are what’s keeping you alive. Her eyes are still so full of life and are as blue as they’ve ever been. I love you Abuela <3 Happy Birthday!