After 2 weeks of waiting, emailed the animal hospital administrator yesterday. She emailed me back apologizing for me having to wait so long for a response and nobody calling me back, but that they will file my application incase a new position opens up. I was still super pissed to hear this tho. I wanted that position so bad, I’m not sure what more I could have done to get it, aside from me not being in school. Or the lady who did my working interview telling me how she might make me cry if I’m not quick enough for her, then I told her how that stuff doesn’t intimidate me being that I come from a fast pace working environment aka the fucking hospital. OH well on to the next. Boyfriends grandma told me she’ll give me some extra cash for cleaning her windows. I’m down for it, need the money. After Mollys grooming today and my phone bill being paid, I’m gonna be super broke. I just wanna move already so that I can get all this bullshit off my mind. Still not on talking to terms with my mother, and its eating away at my brain, but I’m afraid to call her. Hopefully the week after next week we’ll move in to the new house, and by then shit will be fixed. As for today, Mollys grooming and a birthday dinner with some friends at 6. :)
Really really wanna die my hair purple and blue. No one will wanna hire me tho unfortunatley. Why does it have to be about how I look and not about how much of a hard worker I am. Thats america for yah. I need some major change. So little clip on extensions and glittery purple nail polish will have to do. I should become a dog groomer and open my own business, With or without tattoos or crazy hair colors, as long as you do your job, you’re hired :)
My Piano/keyboarding skills are super super rusty. Haven’t played since I graduated Highschool in 2008. But now that I found a plug for my keyboard, being that I lost my old one, I can finally get back into it. Just downloaded a couple of LIGHTS piano sheets like ‘Pretend’ and ‘Up Up and Away’ and some notes for ‘Ice’. Also downloaded Coldplays ‘the scientist’ typical. Can’t wait to get started, I needed a hobby, besides browsing through tumblr all day LOL.
And yes those are notes written over tape on the keyboard, that’s how rusty I am -____-
So yesterday morning was Mollys vet appointment. She behaved wonderfully and was awarded with a cheeseburger and a pack of tennis balls. That night me and my boyfriend met up at a japanese steak and sushi house, can’t exactly remember the name but I know exactly where it is lol. Ate sooo much good food for not a ridiculous price. I was quite satisfied. Then decided to drink a 40 of smirnoff ice..bad idea. Had the most ridiculous headache afterwards. Slept like 14 hours and then woke up to my boyfriend making burgers. He made me one with an egg on top. We went grocery shopping and then packed some electronics up, like my Wii, for the move. We close the house on thursday, then from there we’ll be moving in. Pretty excited. Still need a damn job tho :/
Today was definitely one of those days where I just wanted to hide in my room all day and when I did have to leave the house I was just not satisfied at all with the way I looked. Woke up with a huge headache, barely got any sleep last night kept waking up. Kept dropping stuff, like my shower cap in the toilet. Then after my shower I broke out in hives all over my body from I don’t know what. Had to take an allergy pill. The coffee I made for some reason came out terrible and didn’t wake me up at all. UGH! But it was taco night at my boyfriends grandma’s house, so I had a little something to look up to. It was very very delicious and so were so brownies afterwards. When we got home I felt super sick and icky again like last night, muscle aches and all. I don’t know why this keeps happening to me. I took a huge shower and felt much better. I’m trying to keep positive about everything but I feel like life just keeps taking a big poop on me.
See sharks are two colors, sorta like a two faced person. When the shark is above you, you can only see the white innocent bottom part of it like when someone is higher in rank or status. When you have something they want, they hunt you and all you see is the dark upper side just as they are getting ready to attack like when people talk shit about people with their big gaping mouths.
Maybe your dream is telling you to stay away from the shark and hang with the dog and the bitch.
”—A close friend of mine explaining two faced people because of some dream I had.
I hate this little waiting game with the vet hospital. Atleast call me and tell me I didn’t get the job instead of just not calling me at all :/ I really wanted this job bad but I’m almost about to give up on them. Right now waiting for my new laptop to arrive. Super excited to finally have a brand new laptop for the first time ever. My last ones including the one I have now where used and given to me cheap by the hospital since I was an employee. Tonight I am attending a friends baby shower and it will be held at the home of another friend whom I very much hated for a while, but I’m only going for my prego friend and then I’m gone. This month is pretty exciting being that we’ll be moving soon, doing the closing on the house a little earlier than mid march, and a couple of friends of mine are all moving back to florida. Doing pretty ok right now, the only thing bothering me is this whole job bullshit ughh. Here are some goodies I picked up at borders a couple of nights ago.
Wow. Quite a bit has happened since last tuesday after getting that phone call for an interview. That day I got news that we were not getting the house. I was absolutely heart broken. Boyfriend thought it was too risky for us to move in and too expensive. I can tell he was very disappointed because he wanted that house so bad. The day after I tried to cheer him up with Red Lobster but nothing seemed to get us both out of that funk. The day after, thursday, was my interview. The interview took less than 15 minutes, I think I did pretty good. They asked for me to come in the following day for a work interview. The lady who trained me was a bit intimidating but no one I’ve never dealt with before. Come across plenty of angry mean nurses at the hospital. Hopefully I for sure got the job, I want it sooo bad!! Regardless of whether I was getting it or not I contacted my recent manager and put in my two weeks. That whole day I spent it at my bf’s grandma’s house. We had a very lovely lunch at Olive Garden. My boyfriend then contacted us both and told us how he will be buying the house. He feels like it’s worth the risk, I feel the same and I am super excited for the move in mid March. Since then we have been looking online for furniture and even visited Ikea to get some ideas for the house. Got some cute lil animal night lights in the childrens section. Typical of me.
We have the master bedroom down and we are even thinking of remodeling the whole kitchen. Its gonna be alot of work and money but I think in the end it will be all worth. Cleaned my whole room, threw out a bunch of old junk, organized, and even cleaned Randall’s room. Yesterday with my tax money I bought a new Asus Laptop. Will be getting it sometime tomorrow or wednesday and I am very very excited. The current Dell one I use is too old to function and used. The rest of my money is to pay off some bills and for mollys shots and grooming. Finally getting my shit together :)
This morning I got a phone call from the animal hospital I applied at. Got an interview for thursday morning!!! Sooooooooo nervous but super excited at the same time. I hope and pray I get this position!!!!!!!! Kinda started to give up hope yesterday, and put in an application for Petsmart. But then I was like nah I’m gonna keep trying, so I emailed them once again and first thing this morning at 10am they were calling me, thank god I wasn’t in a super deep sleep or else I would not gotten that call til like noon. Now what to wear to the interview………..
Beyond stressed right now. Still can’t find a job. Back still hurts. Moving is gonna be super expensive but I guess thats what happens when you buy a house. Not all of them are in perfect condition. Been running errands with my boyfriend all day. When he gets stressed I get stressed. I don’t like seeing him like that. Still have not gotten my tax return check. Once that comes I know I’ll be ok. Keep thinking about just quitting transport but then that will leave me without insurance. I need it for the current meds I’m taking if not I’ll have to end of spend hundreds of dollars on them and doctor visits. WAHHH somebody hire me!!!!!!!!!
Feels good to know I don’t have work tonight :) I usually work 6pm - 6am on Sundays. Yesterday I had a massage appointment, I walked out of there feeling great, light as a feather. That womens hands work miracles. I felt so great inside and out, cept for the fact that I had my period but aside from that I felt great. Got home, ate a Publix roast beef sub then played some Pokemon snap. Today is the super bowl…but I will instead be watching the Puppy bowl like I do every year. I’m not so big on football. Around 7 me and my bf are going to his cousins house for some bbq. Tomorrow we have some errands to run, I have to follow up with my doctor and then we have to go to the house he bought and have an inspector check it for damages. Moving is going to be stressful but I am very excited for when we can finally settle down. Wish is were the Month of March already. Next week…La Cantina STOKED
So I’m a little bit at a stand still right now. Tuesday I called that Animal Hospital to follow up on an application and they told me that they are reviewing applications at the moment and that they will call me. Well Its thursday and nothing yet. So I might bug them either today or tomorrow because I want this job MORE than anything. I will actually enjoy going to work everyday. Yesterday morning, me, Molly and my B.f. went for a little morning walk since we all kinda wanna lose some weight, defeated the purpose by going to Perkins later on and eating a HUGE breakfast. We also went around looking at some houses. This one particular green one is perfect for us and is what we want, but we are gonna look some more later today. People keep calling my phone, cept for the Vet, and leaving messages but I have NO minutes to even listen to them or answer their call til sunday or monday -____-.