Its raining soo hard outside, looks like a hurricane. Its been that way for the past two days. Since it got worse around 7am this morning, Molly slept under my bed up until I got up around noon. She’s terrified of storms. Sleep in tho felt absolutely wonderful. Past the written drivers test yesterday which was also my last day of driving school. Just gotta go for two more driving practices and then I can finally go take my official driving test and FINALLY get my license. Been trying to make important phone calls but no one is answering. My boyfriend and Molly threw me a little pizza party last night. Time for some left over pizza. Been listening to Lykke Li non stop still. I can’t get enough of her music, I need Wounded Rhymes!!! WAHHH.
Feeling alot better today. I felt so awfully sick yesterday. Fever, body aches, head aches. I seriously thought I had the flu. I wanted to come out of my skin. I kept feeling overheated and no matter how many cold showers I took, nothing helped. And the headache was the worst part. Up until 6am I was battling the worst headache on the right side of my head. No position I layed in was comfortable. Got up around 3am, took 2 more ibuprofens and made coffee hoping that the caffeine would help. The pain was so bad I thought I was gonna puke. Watched a couple of episodes of The Wild Thornberry’s on Netflix. I forgot how much I absolutely loved that show as a kid. It calmed me down and by 5am my headache subsided a little. I actually didn’t fall asleep til 9am. Surprisingly woke up around noon, feeling ALOT better. Still feeling a little weak but anything is better than how I felt yesterday. Right now I’m craving cuban food hard!! Maybe I can convince Randall to come get some Tino’s cuban bistro tonight n_n.
Well, nothing really new except that I finally got myself a computer chair and no longer having to sit on this super uncomfortable foot rest. We used our La Cantina gift card, I ate a huge 12oz fillet mignon with a baked potato, sooooo good but felt like I was dying afterwards. Met a kitty named T-bone too. Browsed around best buy and bought Super Mario Allstarts limited addition for the Wii, too bad I no longer even have a Wii since my ex wanted his back. I searched online to see where the Red one would be available and no one has it :( With my luck once I buy a regular black or white one, they will come out with another stock of the reds. Oh well, a Wii is better than no Wii. Wanna play my game so bad tho. Hung out with Ayla that night. It was nice, all we did was rage about highschool, oh and we baked caramel filled chocolate chip cookies. That night me and Randall thought his allergies were really acting up. He woke up super sick the next day. I cleaned up the whole entire house including the window blinds ( which are a complete pain in the arse to clean) and did all his laundry. And well…now I’m sick, but he is taking care of me. He just made me some mint tea. All I wanna do is play my Mario allstars.
Can’t stop listening to this, so sad yet beautiful.
All the while you lit your streets for me, I cursed the pavement that I walked All the while you loaned your nights to me, I was unable to forget. So I didn’t kiss you like I should Didn’t grace you like I ment. Never once did I lay my eyes on you And all along you saw me cry.
I’m Paris blue, I miss you I’m not good enough for you Paris blue I’m no good, I’m no good, I’m no good, Paris blue.
All the while you shared your heart with me, I was unfaithful in your bed. My thoughts drift towards Malibu Wishing he was by my side So I blamed you for the rain, Blamed you for my loss Maybe once but never twice for you Oh momon I did you wrong
Weighed myself today. How I am 150, no clue. Yes I ate like 3 slices of pizza yesterday but what the hell. I was 146 monday. And I’ve been walking and watching what I eat very carefully, cept for the pizza’s, but still? This is quite frustrating. I don’t wanna be super skinny, I just wanna lose some of this fat around my stomach and hips. Why has it been so hard for me to drop this weight. The last time I lost any weight was during my wisdom tooth surgery last year. Gained it back pretty fast tho. I think it has to be my birthcontrol that has made it so difficult for me to lose it, but at the same time it makes me gain it so fast. But losing the weight is much cheaper than babies so I’d rather deal with it. But still. I think my scale just hates me. Maybe I’m not 150. I should buy another just to have a “second opinion”. oh well. Overall life is ok. Still unemployed but thats fine, it is giving me time to get my license. The house is looking great. We’ve bought some stuff for it. The only thing we are really missing is a couch and dining room table. And to maybe paint the kitchen cabinets. Gun show tomorrow :)
Bored at home. Didn’t go for my walk today. FAIL. But I did find a good workout video on youtube. WIN. My goal weight is atleast 120-125. I am currently 146. Wearing a dress today, feeling girly, no makeup tho, don’t feel like dealing with it.Just some foundation. Think I’ll make tonight pasta night, haven’t had any in a while :)
I finally have my own desk now!!! Been busy all weekend running errands here and there. Buying furniture. As much as I love Ikea, I have really begun to hate having to go there and look for shit. Such a cluster fuck sometimes. Finding our desks took almost an hour -__- All the pieces come separate. Yesterday I was finally able to whip out my new spring dress, wore it all day long. Right now after I finish my coffee I’m gonna go for a nice big walk around lakeunderhill. I need to lose atleast 15 pounds. I really cannot afford to buy bigger clothes right now. And I wanna not be embarrassed when I finally do wear my new bikini. That is if it even fits me. *le sigh*
So Tuesday night we decided to move into the house overnight due to some suspicious activity in the neighborhood. It was a pretty good idea and went smoothly without all the traffic and hot afternoon sun. I haven’t been happier. Its so cozy here. Our washer and dryer still have not been set up, and we don’t have a dresser for our clothes, but overall its been super nice here. Feels good not living so far from everyone and everything. My best friend Ayla moved back to Florida from New York. She literally lives 5 minutes away from me, walking distance. Got to see her Tuesday night while we were moving. I still do not have a job, but will be going to driving school and finally learning how to drive soon. I also need a treadmill or to start exercising because of all the weight I’ve gained :P
Just about almost done packing. We officially move in tomorrow. Didn’t realize how much more stuff I’ve got since the last time I moved. Gonna go move some stuff today too. It is sooo bright out. Even with sunscreen on I have already burnt my face. I also have all these games for a system no longer mine. Ex boyfriend wants his Wii back …brutal :’( Out of all the bad things he has said and done to me, I think him wanting his Wii back hurt me the most LOL :P
Still no luck with finding a job. Did make a hundred bucks saturday morning. Washed and squeegeed my bf’s grandma’s windows. Friday night went back to the fair with my bf and his parents. Ate some more junk, I have no regrets. I love fair food. After cleaning the windows saturday, me and my bf proceeded to clean the new house and make some repairs. After two trips to target and hours and hours later, we made some improvements. I was on my feet from 11am to 10pm. So today I woke up in lots of pain. Feel like someone beat my legs. We will possibly be moving in this very week. I need to start packing up my stuff. I’ve done nothing.
Won these little guys at the Fair last night. Ate soooo much food. Had a fried twinkie for the first time ever, it was delicious. I also at a krispy kreme donut burger which was delicious but I could not finish, it was just too much.
Didn’t really ride any rides because of my back but eh I don’t know, I was more interested in eating then riding anything. All I had on was my snoopy sweatshirt so when it got really cold, I wasn’t too happy but I dealt with it ok. Also won some little keychains. Me and my bf were at this booth for some time trying to win him a little pistol keychain. Totally walked out of there without cotton candy but, being that my bf got all these tickets, we will be going again tomorrow night and maybe even a third time with his parents. Still no job yet, but tomorrow I will be going to my bf’s grandma’s house who’s offering some money to help her clean her house. I’m down, I need all I can get. Hopefully we’ll be moving into the new house by the next coming week or next weekend. Pretty excited!! The more I see the house the more I love it and feel comfortable with it.