Follow me, tell me to follow them back, then when I do they unfollow me….guys..cut the shit ok??? ;D I’m a really really nice person but I don’t like showing my bitchy side lol. Just finished dying my hair again. Used the same Lightest Ash blonde now to wait and see how it turns out. Other then that today totally sucked :(
“I suppose on the plus side you got more job interview experience, since that’s something they never teach in school or anything like that. The main important thing is don’t lose faith love. I know how you can get sometimes when you get let down with something and you just wanna curl up and go to sleep and say FTW, but dont! I know it’s a shitty feeling but you can’t let it win all the time. I love you to pieces and one of the things I hate seeing is when you let the world win. The world sucks. Hell the world is the bad guy of the story and it’s your job as the hero kick it in the balls. Even if you have a bunch of bullshit side quests on the way there. You are the real life Link so to speak. Only we didn’t give you a sword because then it would be too easy, or a little fairy to say Hey! Listen! because you would have squashed it. and those fuckers are expensive. Either way use your fairy in a battle and fuck some shit up. ♥”—What my friend David sent me when he saw how upset I was about the job interview I had a few days ago. This is why we are bestfriends <3
I am going to drink lots of wine and watch Sucker Punch and forget about this shitty week that I had. Today started off pretty good seeing that I’ve lost another pound, giving me more motivation to work out and continue my low calorie diet. I’m not gonna worry about anything for the rest of the weekend until Monday, then I’ll continue on the hunt for a job. I need to give my brain a rest from over thinking and worrying so much. I’m still a little disappointed about yesterday. My boyfriends birthday is coming up in 2 weeks and I have no money to get him something :( I was hoping I’d atleast have a job before then but NOPE, well that’s two weeks away so anything can happen I guess.
Sooo I had that interview today. Complete waste of my time!!! First of all their listing on Craig’s List was very very deceiving, they made out to be that they needed a receptionist/office assistant to just answer phones and know some computer skills. Really that place needed someone experienced in marketing and collections. Why they didn’t emphasize that on Craig’s list I have no clue, because a lot of other jobs on there would even label their listing with Marketing/Sales. Why they even bothered to give me an interview and waste my time seeing that on my resume and application I clearly state the experiences I have which do NOT include marketing or collections, I have no clue. I think the interviewer saw that I was just a waste and began giving me tips for my next interview and telling me how awesome my personality is. That’s sweet and all but dude you totally wasted my whole morning. My boyfriend lost hours from work to take me to this pointless interview. They even gave me a math test when I got there. I’m sorry but I don’t care how intelligent a person might be, don’t expect them to be able to concentrate on a little math test right before an interview, especially if they are nervous about it. Overall it was just a total waste for me, I was nervous for absolutely nothing, I should have just not gone. Like I said, if they saw that I had no experience in what they wanted why even give me an interview to tell me to my face that I don’t have it. So after I told them how deceiving their listing on Craigs list was, when I got home and checked they had taken it down. People tell you to go to school but when you need a job to help pay for school in order to get experience they don’t wanna give it to you, I don’t fucking get it. What do they fucking want from me.
So my first half of the day totally blew, until my boyfriend got me Chipotle. I also applied for 3 more positions online. So far this week I’ve applied for 8, and only one called me back which was a wasted. About to pull my hairs out here :P
Hey well i see your post that you are depressed i don't know the real reason!
So if its because a boy remember his loss nobody on tumblr likes someone sad so cheer up :)
Quote: A smile is a curve that sets everything straight. -Phyllis Diller-
Sincerely... Clever man
haha I’m already feeling better after enjoying some tea and good uplifting music, it’s alright , I’m just overthinking alot lately.
Thanks tho, you put a huge smile on my face clever man <3
since I’ve felt this lonely. It’s been a while since I’ve felt this disconnected from someone. Sometimes I wonder if it’s just me, maybe I’m the one who needs to change…I don’t know, sometimes I wonder if I’m better off alone….