My favorite Cuban restaurant is closing down, oh my god no one makes their black beans, rice or platanos as good as Tino’s, cept if it’s my mother cooking it and she never wants to cook anymore. My life is over ;__________;
Seeing all my old friends make plans on facebook. But honestly they weren’t my friends if they let that break up which was none of their business effect our friendships. Not gonna lie though it does make me feel like shit to see them all still friends with each other, making plans, having fun. I knew you guys for so many years and to know that you only saw me as his gf and not as another one of your friends is shitty super super shitty. I hate this :/ maybe I feel this way because I’m always home, ugh seriously stoked for when David comes back<3
I’ve decided on going light brown on Wednesday. eeekkkkk I’m excited. I love the blonde I do but I just can’t keep up with it, and my natural hair grows out sooo dark, touching it up is a pain. Thanks for the answers earlier guys :B
So out of shape. Only rode my bike for 4 miles and nearly passed out from the heat outside. Ate some pizza and went into a coma for several hours, and now I’m finally up drinking a Slurpee and eating skittles….I also have to wake up early tomorrow to open at work -___________-
its so good though and fruity, strawberry banana mmmm
Hell, your grip is solid on me.
I'm delicate, you know.
I'm delicate, I'm told
Why can't you be careful with me?
You never let me go,
and I just can't say no.
'Cause you are what I was missing.
What can I do now?
I'm taken by you now.
You're sizing me up.
You're making me blush.
I'm not pretty enough.
I'm drunk as fuck.
I honestly might as well work weekends. Especially when all he wants to do is sit in front of the tv and not do jack shit. C’mon dude your life aint that stressful and hard. Possibly going to bed, crazy how my mood can be from “hell yea today was great” to “oh wow is this really my life, what the fuck am I doing” :/
Today so far isn’t going how I had planned it :/ Managed to get Molly to her groomers but taking my little sister shopping became a huge issue with my parents. My dad is refusing to give us a ride to the store, all he is doing is dropping us off. And I don’t wanna ask my bf cause all he does is drive me around. I know I’m not one to talk because I’m 22 and do not have my license because I’m scared of everything but still, I don’t ask my father for any favors ever!!! If he wants my siblings to start school with some new clothes without him and my mom having to buy everything and going broke then he needs to cooperate and drive my sister to the store. Its so ridiculous but this is giving me more and more motivation to get my license, I’m so sick of depending on other people for rides. I was so excited to shop and spend time with her and now it doesn’t look like its happening :/ I need to get my shit together and stop being afraid of everything.
Meh maybe I’m moving a little too fast, or maybe we’re just not meant to be friends again :( oh well I tried….can’t have my cake and eat it too. It does upset me to be honest but I don’t know, maybe I’m just overall bored with life…
Back home, enjoying a beer. Kinda bored and wanna go chill with a friend, but I’ve got work quite early tomorrow morning. Hopefully there’s something to do tomorrow night if I’m not too exhausted which I probably will be -__-, or Saturday night after I’m done hanging with my little sister…I dunno, feel like drinking, not getting wasted but just drinking and talking drunk talks and stories with friends. Wish David was here, I know he’d totes be up for that :) We’ll see what the weekend brings.
So after almost 2 years of not talking, my ex boyfriend and I finally came to peace with each other. Talked things out and apologized to each other for the things we said. And now its all water under the bridge. I’m glad we were able to put things aside and can now be friends again, he aside from being my bf at the time was my bestfriend. We pretty much grew up together so I felt like it was time that we stop hating each other and holding grudges. I feel like such a weight has been lifted off my chest. Overall today’s been good :)