I wake up not quite knowing what to do with myself. I mean I could play video games and wash the dishes but I just don’t want to. I don’t wanna even be on here. It’s a mixture of sleepyness, anxiety and confusion. Maybe I slept in too much this morning. Maybe because it is that time of the month. Or the fact that I work the next three days. It also could be that I haven’t gotten any of my Christmas shopping done and the fact that I’m getting gifts for more people than I did last year. I also wish we had some really cold weather already, I wanna whip out my leather jacket, I miss it. If I could I’d go get some starbucks and possibly Chipotle. Sometimes I wish I did have my license so that I could go off on my own and just spend the day alone.  Maybe I should take a shower and eat something. I hate feeling this way