Yesterday I slept from 7am to noon, then worked for 4 hours, then I was up til 6am today, and then I woke up at 10am. Fell back asleep around noon and slept til 3pm. No wonder I’m exhausted, I just wanna paint my nails fuck.

My first 2 entries into my new journal are nothing but sad word vomit, but my goodness does it feel a hell of a lot better to get it out on paper. I don’t know why I ever stopped.

Today I bought myself several little goodies, a new notebook, because I miss writing down my thoughts, a calender, some hello kitty gel pens and some new underwear. I also received some unsettling news about my mothers health and its freaking me out. Hoping to distract myself enough for the rest of the month until we really find out whats going on :/

Gonna treat myself this weekend to new clothes, a haircut and chipotle, dear god yes chipotle <3

and time with my bestfriend of course!!! and mom <3